time to let go

after a lovely week(end) of celebrating my 21st birthday with my family and best friends, i think it’s time i said goodbye to this blog.

the main reason is that the more i rely on posting on my tumblr the more i censor myself because i’m always conscious of how i come across to my readers. i’m always writing for an audience. i’m never going to write what i’m truly thinking or feeling. i’ll write bits and pieces of it, but then that doesn’t feel quite right. maybe when i figure out who i am or when i’m not afraid to say whatever i want and let anyone read it—or i find a topic i want to write about (that’s not myself)—i’ll start again.

in the meantime, there’s always dead trees.

but if you really wanna know:

one fall day, i fell in love with a boy. he gave me his heart, and then i gave it back.


the end.


Forgot to post this.

Forgot to post this.


i <3 days like this.

i <3 days like this.


i have a feeling

that i’m going to ditch this blog soon. i wanna leave it behind and start something new, something more raw. more consistent and organized. and i think now’s a good time to do it. i’m turning 21 on friday after all.

no, i don’t have any fancy plans. the older i get the less birthdays seem exciting. because at the end of the day your family and your closest friends will always make the effort to show you they care, even if you don’t throw a big bash—and that’s pretty much all i want/need. (i’ve also given up trying to take photographs with people.)

plus i already splurged like a mad woman yesterday with the justification that YES it’s MY BIRTHDAY… i’ll probably return some items, but likely i will keep a good deal. including the two lace dresses i bought in black and creme from aritzia. they made me feel twenty-one, put it that way. haha. well okay maybe i’ll return one…

but anyway yeah, it’s a gorgeous day out and i’m not going to waste it.


Book review: The Help

One-liner sentimentality is what you should expect if you read The Help.

There were certainly moments that moved and shocked me, but overall I wasn’t impressed with The Help, issues with historical accuracy and race portrayals aside. 

The problem lies with how fragmented the novel is. It switches from the perspectives of three women—Skeeter, Minny, and Aibileen—and even though their storylines technically overlap like they should in a good novel, the ending falls short somehow. Not satisfying enough in my opinion.

I appreciated the relationship between Aibileen and Mae Mobley the most; I loved the way she made up simple stories to teach Mae the lack of difference between white and black people. For example, “Martian Luther King” was never liked because he was “green.” That the novel begins with a poignant picture of 1-year-old (or is it 2?) Mae Mobley’s pain and neglect makes it all that more memorable. As far as beginnings go, it was great.

I mostly didn’t enjoy reading from Skeeter’s perspective, but I felt that her ill-fated and short-lived on and off relationship with Stuart had just the right amount of initial passion and excitement that any new flame should have. Though I did feel robbed of a potential sex scene between them, the novel just didn’t need it.

What the novel could have benefited from was a little bit more attention to Minny and Leroy’s relationship. I was surprised (in a bad way) when I realized that Leroy was an abusive husband. It’s as if the editors decided that they needed something else to justify Minny’s sudden character development where she realizes she can be someone if she leaves Leroy.

Celia’s bathroom floor mess had my jaw drop. But that was about it. I suppose that this event was necessary in order to make readers truly believe that Minny’s job was secure with the Footes. Celia was fun to read about, but that’s not necessarily a good thing considering the novel was supposed to be about three other women.

Oh, and Minny’s shit pie was… well, funny, if not a little over the top—definitely an interesting way to get back at Hilly, the character we’re supposed to abhor. I actually thought Hilly was quite tame though. She could have been a little bit more witchy. Compared to Bellatrix Lestrange she’s nothing.

An example of a carefully placed and plotted passage:

That night, after Stuart has left, I wander from room to room, dry-mouthed, cold. Cold is what I’d prayed for when Stuart left me the first time. Cold is what I got.

This refers to earlier in the novel when Skeeter was dying in the heat and wanted nothing more but to crank the air conditioning to the highest setting. But this of course blew the fuse. The imagery and craft was spot on for that scene.

Other touching elements in the novel include the signed copy of the book that was given to Skeeter from members of the community, and Louvenia’s letter to Skeeter from prison. The latter was genuinely surprising and well done. The former kind of predictable.

2/5


I forgot

What it felt like to ache inside.


awkward moment at work

other: hey! psst, my son's single you know
me: . . . uh . . .
other: he's older! you'd be good for him
me: good for him how?
other: well he likes to drink quite a bit so you'd be a good influence on him. i'm trying to get him to stop drinking
me: uh, yeah... i'm not the person to help him stop LOL

on hiatus

back when i want to be


You don&#8217;t fit anymore Wongwong.

You don’t fit anymore Wongwong.


Happy Wongwong

Happy Wongwong


a note about the comic (read after)

i don’t really know what i want to accomplish in sharing my comic with everyone. and i’m pretty sure that many people, in my position, would not have shared it at all. but what good would come out of that? and what was the point in making it?

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lmao

Luu: it's seriously like a legit comic
love the drawings!
but can't read unfortunately
. . .
Lin: yeah
awesome eh?
lol
if u want to read it you have to save the images
Luu: oh!
okay
Lin: do you know how to save them?
just drag and drop
Luu: whoa~1
that's so cool
LMFAO
Lin: whats so cool
Luu: the fact that you can drop and drag
HAHA
Lin: "drag and drop"
Luu: same thing!
-_-
Lin: nooo
its not!!!
LOL
Luu: whatever!
no issue!
Lin: LOL
NO ISSUE???
hahahha

How I Escaped from the People’s Republic of China © 2012 Jenn Lin, All Rights Reserved.

To read this comic I recommend you that you click on the images and save each of them. Tumblr won’t let you zoom in on them.
And when you’re done: www.onefallday.tumblr.com/archive and keep scrolling.


Bella meets Wongwong

Bella meets Wongwong


instead

i’m left with what’s unspoken
a loss for words, i’m at, always
defenceless
against your thousand miles per hour accusations
i have nothing to say
nothing good
nothing coherent
to you / i’m just
a useless daughter
with a faulty language acquisition device